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i don't think i'm worth the effort. all i've ever been is pain to myself. it doesn't feel good fighting for more of it.
i don't think i'm strong enough. i've been weak for so long. i don't know how to persevere.
i don't have hope. the future is garbage. the present is garbage. im sick of every aspect of this machine we've built. the inhumane meat cruncher.
i have struggled for weeks now to reclaim the bit of a belief i once had that there was a reason to continue. i can't get it back. i don't believe i have a reason to continue.
i don't want to do it anymore.