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i sit and i think.
as hard as i can.
i just can't see tomorrow.
how am i supposed to make it through tonight?
lie to me that you hear my screaming.
you know damn well i have no voice.
you know damn well you don't think of it like i do.
i don't want to die.
i don't want to live.
i'm scared of them both.
i want to blink and wake up.
but i'm afraid to close my eyes.