it's so weird that you aren't here. it felt like you were a part of this place. felt like you'd never leave. even as your health fell you still felt permanent.
i just wanted to say a few things that i didn't get to say at the hospital. i didn't want to intrude on your family and their own grief.
thank you for being so kind to me. i don't know where i'd be without your help over the last few years. the kindness you have shown me and my family has been a net that has caught me so many times now. i feel more but i can't find the words. i only hope that maybe, somehow, you know exactly what i want to say.
rest in peace. thank you.