one of the things i've missed most as i've drifted off on my own is just the simple knowledge that i'm on people's minds.
i miss getting a text message out of the blue. having someone else start the conversation. knowing, "hey, they were thinking about me."
i miss being crushed on. i miss knowing that the thought of me sends someone else skyrocketing. i miss seeing that sparkle in someone's eye.
it's a side of the isolation that only gets stronger, the psychic isolation.
i miss being on your mind.