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i wish you could see me right now. i wish you could see the smile on my face and how easily it comes. i wish you could feel the warmth i'm finding in myself. i wish i could tell you all the things i know now, and you can help me learn even more things i couldn't see on my own. i wish you could see me becoming me.
but you can't. you aren't there. you're a stranger, so far away. a future memory, already gone. maybe one day you can see. maybe not. maybe the you that i share with won't be the same you as right now. a different you, a stranger stranger.
one day, once i've turned this empty space in me into a grand, beautiful universe, once i've sparked the stars and painted the nebulae and swirled the galaxies, i would love to give you a tour.