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it shouldn't be this hard. it shouldn't be like pulling teeth. just talk.

i'm real. i'm real. i'm real.

how does it feel knowing that even if i can get it isn't what I actually want? i don't know.

I need to feel something that I don't. my every action is hollow.

fucking garbage. fucking garbage.

there really is such a thing as too far gone. i'm there now, i'm afraid.

i'm not words on a screen. i'm flesh. i'm blood. i know it doesn't seem like it. i know

look into my eyes. smoke billows from within them.

the world is streets and avenues, streets and avenues. i can't walk that far.

put a spear through my head.