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it woulc cost nearly $2000 to see diagnsotician. im looking for another one that my insurance covers but i doubt it. demon fucking country run by vampires.fck

aaaaaaaaa im drunk and i hate it. i hate alcohol i hate drugs i hate being high i hate it i hate it i want to be normal i want to be sober i wnat to not feel this way

so fucking touch starved touch starved touch starved touch starved touch starved tuoch starved touch starved touch starved touch starved gpd dammit it hurts so fucking bad. are ou tired of hearing it? reading my compainging? im tired of saying it. but what do i do. how could not having something hurt so bad. why am i like this. why am i my own wort eney why cant i just be noraml god damnit im fucking crying and shti i cant fucking stand this anymore i wantto scream nothing gets the pain out nothing expresses it i can NEVER EXPRESSIT IT NEVER WORKS IT NEVER FUCKING WORKS HUNDREDS OF ENTRYYES SO MANY WORDS NONE OF IT WORKEDgod dammit god damk FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUKC FUCK FUKC not a songle person has cared about me in years no one has hugged me in years.

no one has hugged me in iyears.

no one hs hugged me in years.

pathetic